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I know you need to rest in order for your allergy to heel... But could you just please let me off just for tomorrow and the day after??? After that when i am working you can rest as long as possible! Seriously! U can even rest for a week! Just let me go for just tomorrow and the day after and on 29 Dec can?!! urgh~ |
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You may think I am heartless but I am not!~ I already have plans with my best friend. And I am the one who always cancel our plan cause I need to help out at the stall .... ~Firstly , I cannot help you tomorrow is because we have already planed it. It would be bad if all of a sudden I say I cannot go. I know I am suppose to help you tomorrow but sorry i cannot. Is not that I dun wanna help you. ~Secondly , I have/MUST go for the job is because, I wanna try to work outside on my own. I want to have the experience of working outside. ~Next , would it be better if you are earning money and I am earning money at the same time? Rather than I take part of the money we earn from part of the sales? ~Lastly , I felt really bad for loosing the $100 u gave me So this is gonna be my first job outside and I am also gonna give u all of my first pay that I am gonna get after I work. I know your leg and hand are like pain/itchy but is not that I don't want to help....is just that....I just feel that it would be a better choice if i go out to earn that $90. Could you just spare me that few days off?! |
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Woke up at 4am cause suddenly my right ear hurts... From the inside... I thought it was cause by the radiation from my phone because I place my handphone under my pillow when i sleep... I remove it and place it on my desk... But.. The pain is still there... I toss and turn and my bed... Unable to sleep... I thought it was just a temporary pain in my ear.... I tried my best to go back to sleep but i cant... The pain was.... unbearable... I hurt so much tat it affected a small part of my brain... Really... The extreme right on my brain was also pain... It was so pain that I knock my head onto my room door... It was really unbearable! i didn't want to wake my parents up cause they are very tired.. Still need to go to work the next day... So I just bear with it... So i just toss and turn on my bed groaning in pain... I was totally feeling unwell... But forced myself to go to work... Cause my mum needs rest... If she can't work,I can't work... Who will?? So daddy told me to buy ear wax... 
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AT the point when I got back all my results.... |
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Why is it that when I see you guys I will feel like avoiding you guys? Why do I despite seeing you guys? I seem like I have developed the hate type of feelings towards you guys.. This is a a type of feeling that I can't explain..... You ask me why... I don't know how to answer you guys... No matter how many times you guys say sorry... This hate type of feeling will not go away... Soon, I will find out why.... |
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I Talked to my mum about whatever had just happened recently..... Luckily I talked to her...If not I would have made the wrong decision... She told me to "dun take it to heart...don't always keep the unhappy things in your heart...forgive and forget and you'll be happier....." So yea.... About the last post I had.....Sorry if I was a little too harsh..... But yea.....I will move on :D Thanx Miss Kok for talking to me too... :) |
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Today the first thing we step into the class, Miss kok , Miss Heng, Miss Lim , Miss Wong and then Mdm Soh... Miss Lim told everyone to off their phone and place it on the table...... This all happen because some of my classmates took some photos in class and post it on facebook... Which was kinda 'offensive' .... And not only that....Alot of people are also using phone secretly under the table... And That's why all this happened... :( Miss Lim was like those who used their handphone during lessons before own up....you know yourself if you used it before...if you've used your handphone in class...have the integrity to own up...(In a very stern way) So, as I am the so called 'role model' of the class...And I have used my phone in class before ...JUST to sms my parents to bring things to school for me...ONLY like that!! I ONLY sms my parents during lessons!! AND yet! I still own up to my mistakes....And I also know that is wrong luh... But others who did not own up were really cowards....Dun even dare to admit to their mistakes.... At least those people who stood up have the integrity!! Hais...My heart just feel very uneasy talking about this.... Miss lim was like...take a look at those who are standing... Among you is the CHAIRPERSON WTH!! I felt super hurt ok! So you mean being a chairperson cannot have any wrong doings?! It seems like being a level 3 leader must be perfect!! I have no freedom for what i want to do..... But i do know that using handphone in class is wrong... BUt i did not use it for fun right?! I use it for emergency!! like smsing my parents to bring things that i have forgotten to ring to school for me!! When I heard that coming out from miss lim... In my heart...I have already given up on being a 'role model' for the class... Really... Another thing...I hate people who thinks that I am the chairperson means I must be 'perfect' in a way..!! I have been a chairperson for 3 freaking years and I am tired of being a 'role model' infront of my classmates and keeping up a good image infront of teachers...As in...As a chairperson...when i do a LITTLE something wrong....the teacher will say I am not doing a good job and all the ........!!! SOmetimes when I feel a little bit 'high' I would tend to do things that do not uphold my image as a 'role model' and people will say what type of chairperson is this...!!Worst still my classmate will say ' eve...chairperson still like that...' It's very hurtful you know! HATE IT!! Seriously...I rather not be a chairperson anymore than go through all this shit you guys say to me ok!!! |
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Today is the sec 4s last performance with the Band... And is the Day they step down.... :'( Very sad.... Everything went well during the performance... Our Band played better than expected!! Even though Mr Tan went super fast after the thril....! When Mr Tan increase his speed my hand started to shiver and sweat a lot ! XP During the performance...(1 hours sitting there...!) ~crazy~ Then I found out I was sick... Most likely is yesterday's heavy rain or Wafir spread to me... Then after the performance...eat....give our presents....take photo with 2010 Clarinet section... Then Chea chee,wafir,Nazhifah,Izhar,aqidah and me went to CWP swensens to eat earthquake ice-cream... With PEANUT topping.... I accidentally ate a few of the peanuts,and today my skin allergy is back.... I found that I am allergic to PEANUTS!! |
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